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Darkness in      my heart


I wonder if u ever find something that fill up the darkness in my heart
IT keep saying to let me take over and make you all better
But i say no and IT get mad and take over next year
I want it to disappear but when i tell someone they don’t care
i say”have you see my evil side” and they reply “no”
i say “thank god you have not see her yet she pure evil”
They say we like to meet and i say you meet her soon very soon
i like to filll iy up so she never comes out
she want me to be mean and don’t care
i have no emotion that mean that she going to come soon
i act like i do but i know that IT took them away from me
How i’m suppose to act happy when i forgot to feel
i forgot emotions and some of my memories
i may forgot some of my friends
i not sure what I’m suppose to do
Don’t try to help me i forget you too
i like to be alone and it feel good
the more you feel to help me the more i hate you in more
Guess what i always hated you people and some i love but mostly hate
My friends are annoying and crazy but i love them but i hate freaking people
JUST LEAVE ME THE HELL OKAY
sorry i did not mean that i got angry and i so angry now i better leave bye
bye forever if i never return my feeling for you
especially you (you know who) i just can’t